At first glance,
Oscar Wilde's "The Picture of Dorian Gray" might appear as an
edifying novel preaching the importance of leading an aesthetic life. After
all, Wilde truly fascinates his readers with Dorian’s attractiveness and Lord
Henry’s brilliant sense of speech, in spite of their pursuit of hedonistic lifestyle
filled with immorality in the name of aestheticism. On the other hand, Wilde
portrays Basil as a coward with no real taste of the ‘meaningful’ things in
life who eventually faces brutal death. Taking into consideration Basil’s job
as an artist, he is the one who is the most justified to lead a life dominated
by aestheticism. However, he nevertheless lives an upright life. The dramatic
difference makes a clear distinction between the boundaries of moral and mad
pursuit of aestheticism. Basil’s words, “I felt, Dorian, that I had told too
much, that I had put too much of myself into it,” indicate that he believes in
the different nature of artwork and real life. Dorian and Lord Henry, on the contrary,
regard actual incidents in life as mere artwork, an experiment for pure joy and
beauty, even. Such attitude is aptly explicated in Lord Henry’s own words about
Dorian’s “experimental” love towards Sibyl Bane: “He would be a wonderful study”
and “If you want to mar a nature, you have merely to reform it.” Therefore, it
is perhaps more accurate to assume that this Gothic novel is an ironic work
dealing with the need of realizing the discrepancy between artistic desire for
beauty and real life. In this sense, the intimate yet somewhat ironic juxtaposition
of two types of characters with very different values and attitudes achieves
its clear moral of the novel regarding art and life.
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
Friday, October 18, 2013
Adaptation on (a part of) Chapter 16 - The Catcher in the Rye
I decided to write an adaption on the scene
in chapter 16 where Holden walks to the Museum of Natural History in New York,
wishing that things wouldn’t
change and keep their original status-quo. As a student in KMLA, where a bunch
of changes are always taking place, and no one really knows for sure what
exactly is going on, I often am struck down by sudden changes in academics,
relationships with friends and teachers, and dormitory life. I did not follow
the exact structures and orders of incidents of the book. Instead, I focused on
the essential idea that was being dealt with at the end of chapter 16. So I
guess my ‘adaptation’ is more faithful and devoted to
the quintessential idea and theme of the original novel than it is to the
explicit outside formats and structures. Still, I tried to convey the
particular tone of Holden’s
use of language in the lines of Albert and use informal language just as Holden
would have done.
I recently watched a film which deals with change
in human emotions, and I really wanted to blend in some specific features of
the film in my adaptation work. The idea of looking at expiration date of
pineapple cans is actually from the movie, but I thought it would play a
pivotal role in delivering the emotional state of ‘Albert’ in my writing, so I included it
anyway.
“Class! We will have a quiz on the material we
have just learnt about. I know I told you guys we will have one next week, but
I guess we now have a change in schedule. Alright, you have until the end of
class.”
Shit.
Another ‘impromptu’
quiz. I hate taking quizzes. I guess I have a thing about them. I mean, who are
the teachers to measure our ability based on a piece of paper with nothing more
than some ink stains on it? The whole idea of such dictatorial standards just
disgusts me, y’ know. What’s more is that they keep deceiving poor students by
frequently changing test dates. Those bastards called teachers……
I basically flunked
the quiz. But hey, there’s nothing to worry about, y’ know. Today afternoon I
have two important plans. A soccer match with my friends in town and a date with my soon-to-be-girlfriend,
Aika. These things in life are the real important stuff, and they are probably what
people live up to, I guess. Compared to such grandeur values, a quiz? Phew,
most likely no more important than just one strand of Aika’s long, dark-blonde
hair. It’s funny how people make such a big deal out of such mediocre stuff. Excited
and all, I strolled down the hallway toward the exit sign of the school
building to go grab my soccer shoes. Then, my phone suddenly rang.
‘Beep, beep~beep, beep~’
“Wai?”
“Huh? Isn’t this Albert on the phone?”
“It is me, you stupid. ‘Wai’ means ‘hello’ in
Cantonese.”
“Alright. See why you are so into Cantonese
these days. You failed your English Composition class, and now you have a thing
for cool foreign languages. Isn’t it, Albert?”
“Stop BSing. Why you called?”
“Oh, our soccer match today, y’ know, it’s been
canceled. Change of practice schedules. Sorry.”
“Yeah? Well, here is what I wanted to say, ‘Screw
all of you!’ I have schedules too y’ know! Who are you to change my plans for
soccer?”
Then he hung up.
Screw them.
I hate people who make
changes in anything. Now I have one more reason to be pissed off today. All I
had left of today is the sweet date with Aika, I guess.
Shoot.
Aika is a pretty girl
from Hong Kong. She has really long, blond hair with the beautiful wave and
all. I met her in psychology class. From the moment I saw her, I swear I had a
tickling sensation from deep inside of my body. She looked as if Olivia Hussey
from the film Romeo and Juliet had come back to her youth right in front
of me. I do hate films, but not necessarily the actors and actresses in
them-especially the actresses, I think. I knew our date would be no sooner than
dinnertime, but I called her anyway simply because I wanted to hear her voice. To
make it a surprise for her, I decided to call her not with my phone, but at the
public telephone booth.
“Hey, Aika! Guess who it is.”
“Umm. Albert, isn’t it?”
“Yeah, yeah. Listen, about our date this
evening”
“Oh, right! Albert, before you say anything
else, I think I’ll have to make an apology first. I originally planned to go
out with you, but my parents insisted that I spend time with my relatives who
came to visit. I’m really sorry for the sudden change, I really am.”
“Aika, I don’t understand. Why do I always have
to be your second choice? If I’m not your first priority, then fine.”
“Albie, you know I don’t mean that. Don’t speak
like a jerk.”
“You know what? I don’t even want to talk to you
anymore.”
I don’t know why I got
so angry with her, but whatever the reasons were, I did. She’s the one who
first pissed me off, right? Like I said, I hate
changes, and I hate people who make changes even more. To be frank, I wish
everything had been guaranteed to maintain its current status quo. Changes can
hurt people, y’ know. Take me, for instance. I have three reasons to be mad,
and all of those three reasons were due to change.
I just wish things
would stay as they were, not frequently changing. I headed toward a convenience
store about two blocks from where I was. For some reason, I suddenly felt like
eating canned pineapple. I remembered that they sell Delmont Canned Pineapple
and what not. I bought a whole bunch of pineapple cans, and stared at the
colorful labels. The juicy pictures of golden pineapples have been exactly the
same since I was a little boy, and they probably will stay that way for the
next few decades at the very least. Lucky them, y’ know. Compared to these
little canned pineapples, what are we? Always making freakin’ changes, with
nothing guaranteed to last. Shit. Who says the mankind is the wisest specie in
the world, when we are no better than mere pineapple cans? Liars. If there was
an expiration date for human relationships, just like on pineapple cans, I
would surely put a million years on the goddam label below the barcode. That
way, I could be sure nothing would every change so suddenly, and I wouldn’t get
so pissed off like I was today.
While all these
thoughts filled my mind, I had already finished a dozen of these cans. I looked
up at the sky, and saw a thick cloud floating around. Even the clouds were
constantly moving, changing their positions.
“Can’t you guys stop moving, for Chrissake? Why
can’t anyone just stay where they are? Ugh!”
I grabbed another
canned pineapple to eat, hoping those pineapples would always taste the same
with the rich sugary-flavored pulps and all.

Friday, October 11, 2013
Do You Have Your 'Healer' Standing Beside You, Ben X?
- Title: Ben X
- Based on a novel inspired by a true story, Nothing Was All He Said.
- Genre: Drama Film, Documentary, Psychological Thriller
- Starring:
Greg Timmermans as Ben
Laura Verlinden as Scarlite
Marijke Pinoy as Ben's mother
<Owl City - Fireflies>
-Good to read with music if you wish to truly dig into the feelings of Ben,
as a similar toned electric synthesizer melody is frequently used in the film-
Ben X covers a wide range of issues regarding contemporary society:
bullying, cyberspace etiquettes, teenage suicide, etc. In this striking film, such
societal problems are blended well together with the more fundamental topic of
intolerance. The narration of Ben, malicious actions of his ‘friends’ at
school, comfort from his imaginary friend and supporter lucidly portrays the
significance and necessity of tolerance and empathy in today’s world.
In director Nic Balthazar’s bizzare Belgian-Dutch film Ben X, Ben(Greg Timmermans), a teenage-boy with Asperger Syndrome who acts a bit ‘differently’ from others, constantly gets bullied made fun of in school. His mother(Marijke Pinoy) tries her best to let her son get along well in school by providing him with loving care. However, Ben despises the world he lives in and always escapes to his imaginary world of the game of Archlord, where he becomes a great warrior who usually meets and saves another player by the name of Scarlite(Laura Verlinden). Not able to stand his friends’ bullying anymore, Ben conceives a plan for a suicidal ‘endgame’ to take revenge on his peers.
This is film has a peculiar structure in that there is a documentary film inside the film itself, and the documentary part is the story of Ben’s ‘endgame’. This way, viewers get the sense of involvement in the film because they are technically watching the documentary film that the characters inside the movie are watching as well. The double-structure helps viewers to feel an intimate relationship between Ben and them.
The brilliance
of the film is that it not only puts viewers in a close distance with the main
character, but also actually lets viewers actually be Ben. Throughout the film, scene after scene, the director
continually shows a similar counterpart portrayal of an action as how it would
be depicted in an imaginary game world. Also, visual and auditory techniques
are used: close-up screenshots of people’s mouths or eyes are constantly showed,
and disco and psychedelic style music, with background noise of cars passing
by, people shouting, and objects moving, is played very loudly. These two
disturbing yet meaningful devices allow viewers to become the eyes and ears of
Ben, feeling how hypersensitive Ben would perceive the world.
With the
aforementioned techniques and devices, Ben X gradually builds up to its
theme of tolerance and empathy. Scarlite, though she is in many aspects an
imaginary character, is a kind-spirited individual who cares for Ben from the
heart and empathizes with him mainly because she shares with him a part of his independent
life-in the world of Archlord. The last words of Ben’s mother at the ending
marks the highlight of the thematic tolerance when she says, “He is living”, despite
the fact that Ben had been talking to himself all along. Here, viewers are told
the moral of appreciating others who are different even if the are hard to understand
or fully empathize with. After all, “we can’t play endgames without our healers”,
just as Scarlite mentioned.
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